Personalized Treatment of Multiple Sclerosis and Disease
Pathology:
Multiple sclerosis is a highly individualized disease.
Everyone who has it experiences and develops MS differently, no matter the
common hallmark symptoms. More times than I’d like, I’ve heard, “Oh! You have
MS like Montel” or Annette Funicello, or ‘Ozzy’s kid’ or ‘Sharon’s son’ or like my aunt, cousin’s
friend… ad nauseum. I’ve learned to reply, “No, I have MS like Darla does.
Montel (et al) has it like he (she, they) does (do).”
People diagnosed with MS are all treated with different
combinations of a wide variety of medications, and I wasn’t about to start
taking a basic approach to my MS. I wasn’t going to take my neurologist’s word
for any drug, and I was going to ingest or inject my preferred substances on my
terms.
During our first appointment, without waiting for tests and
results (we both felt my condition was 99% certain) we decided to try
prednisone, a cortico-steroid, to see if it could stop the inflammation of any
affected nerves and knock the harshest symptoms down. Yay, yes, please. Set up
the 1st MRI and blood work.
By the way, aggressive steroid treatment sucks ass.
6 pills (all at once) first two days, 5 pills (all at once)
next two days, 4 the next and so on till gone. Hot, cold, pissed, hungry,
nauseated, blech, worst of all… It did nothing, NOTHING for the crazy tight
corset hug, stumbling, numb, exhausted, stuttering wreck I’d become in 3 months.
First battery of tests came back positive for lesions on the
thoracic and cervical spine and Lyme disease. The FUCK?!
Hazard of living in the swamp with ticks, Lyme disease and
MS have many of the same symptoms, and Lyme is known to have false positives,
and is a bog of idiosyncrasies of its own.
We treated that with 30 days of doxycycline, a heavy
antibiotic which treatment, by the way, sucks ass. All symptoms stay wicked
tight, numb and miserable and worsening.
He prescribed Flexeril, a muscle relaxing drug, to help the
spasms of my intercostals (muscles between the ribs) which cause the MS hug, a
result of the thoracic lesions. Percocet, a narcotic painkiller I was familiar
and comfortable with, was prescribed to ease the pain associated with constant
spasms. I felt like I’d done sit-ups for hours. My rib cage was changing shape,
and my thighs were having the same type of spasms more often.
To be positive for MS, I needed a brain MRI to confirm
lesions separate from the spinal cord. The brain scan was lit up. Ding, Ding, I
have MS.
My neurologist wanted to me set up on disease modifying
drugs (DMTDs or DMT) a.s.a.p. This class of drug is injected by syringe. There
are several choices, all with a plethora of side effects, but with the same
goal, to stop the progression of damage. I feel I should stop here to give a cursory
explanation of the disease pathology of MS.
Multiple Sclerosis literally means multiple scars; the
disease causes scar tissue exclusively to the central nervous system (CNS). The
brain and spinal cord make up the central nervous system with a marvelous
network of nerves which control and sense everything, EVERYTHING, we feel and
do. These collections of nerves are known as white and grey matter. The nerves
of the white matter are coated with a protective fatty sheath called myelin.
It’s like the coating on an electrical cord, protecting the current running on
the wires inside of it. This myelin gets destroyed during progression of the
disease. And, like that electrical cord, it can get a bare spot and still work;
it may spark and short out or slow and fizzle, you may not even notice. If it
continues to receive damage, it can get cut completely and never work again.
Enter the destroyer of myelin.
The human immune system is like a little army running around
the body and destroying infectious bodies and agents. The CNS is enclosed from
the rest of the body by the blood-brain-barrier (BBB). This BBB allows the
exchange of essential nutrients and oxygen, but keeps everything else out,
including certain drugs and antibodies. With MS, the cells of the body’s immune
system breach the BBB and begin to attack the myelin during some trigger
illness as diverse and mysterious as each body MS happens in. We know it is a
combination of factors, but it remains difficult to decipher.
The injectable DMT drugs act as a protection to or, in some
cases, as a mimic of, the myelin sheath from deterioration by the immune
system. This (hopefully) slows, stops, and sometimes reverses damage. Similar
to using electrical tape on the damaged electrical cord, it doesn’t ‘fix’ it, but
it helps. Sometimes, though, it doesn’t help, the damage is done.
My neurologist wanted me to start on Avonex, a beta-drug
injected into the muscle once a week. Often followed by a 24-48 hour flu-like
hangover, this drug is also known to cause depression, and heart and liver
disease.
No, thank you, that isn’t going to happen. Most of them are
scary drugs administered once a week.
One drug, the copolymer amino acid glatiramer acetate Copaxone doesn’t
carry those side effects, but you have to inject it every day, and many people
have a needle aversion. I do not. However, it does come with one frightening
side effect the others do not. Immediately after injection a, 15-20 minute
reaction may occur. It comes with a pounding heartbeat, difficulty
breathing, anxiety, chest pains, hives, the works. It goes away without further
event or damage. Oh, and if you don’t rotate the injections the injection can
cause irreversible sub-cutaneous tissue damage. Yet, it has been effective at
slowing the progression. For moderate to severe MS like mine, the alternative
to DMT is a quickened invalidation to death, like aging 5-10 times too fast or
faster.
I did my homework. For one drug, the daily and possibly
heart-pounding ride Copaxone, the benefits outweighed the risks. I rejected his
prescription and told him I wanted Copaxone and we set it up.
It freaked me out a little, inside. My medicine cabinet
before MS consisted of aspirin, children’s Tylenol, and band-aids, I kid you
not. Now I was supposed to stick a needle of some crazy concoction somewhere on
my body every damn day?!
I had one very paranoid and excruciating anxiety trip one
afternoon, and got the freaks out of my system. To add to my resolve, I was
getting worse in the interim of getting the meds set up.
My neurologist did not want to prescribe Percocet regularly
because it was a narcotic and wanted me take Neurontin, an anti-seizure
medication used to treat nerve pain. It came with two different sheets of
warnings from two different agencies warning me of the same conditions:
behavioral or mood changes, depression, thoughts of suicide, attempt at
suicide… stop right there. My mama
always said, “You don’t have to tell ME twice”. And Dr. Neurosurgeon can stick
that one.
Zanaflex is a class of stronger muscle relaxers indicated
mostly for spinal cord injuries and multiple sclerosis and works well in
combination with Flexeril to make the spasms a bit more bearable. The
spasticity still affects me daily, but I’m learning to pace myself and predict
effects of my efforts.
Treating myself better, sharpening up my diet and learning
the ways I can exercise safely is essential, relaxation, napping, and
indulgence of self rounds out the treatment I have developed so far.
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